Every friendship & relationship is a lesson, a part of our life.
But to me, i take everything as granted.

My first serious relationship, on 2010.
Everything start with wrong people, friend. At that 10 months of relationship i start to know what's love , quarrel , fights and cry. I believe that we can love someone till we can give up anything for him/her. Some will say us for being too stupid as we do this for each other. But we know that how much we love that someone till we can give up our pride. But the love we have for that someone can easily turn to hate. I finally know why jq & jh will do all this to me when broke up. Because of love leads to hate. JQ love me alot in the past. All my blog entry you guys can see. How much we love each other 2 years back.. He have been so protective to me. But i'm that kind of person that the more you control the more i want to run. The day i have make up my mind to leave him was on his 16th birthday. All because i take things for granted. When i left him, he still come to me and hoping we will be back together. But i was using him.. As i have fall for others. But when i know i'm losing the man that hold on for so long for me, i wanting him back but the love he have for me have became hate. Till now, he still hate me as much as the past.

JH, He exposed all my secrets when we broke up. As all the love he have for me have turn to hate too. Others say i put on spells on both of them. But the fact was i take them for granted. Both of them did so much for me yet i took them for granted. When i lose it then i start to cherish.. Ain't too late?

That's why i will say every friendship & relationship is a lesson. It teaches us some much but is up to us to learn or not. As for me, i can see that i didn't learn my lesson so i will take Jh's love & concern for granted.


Will i learn my lesson? I don't know. But i know i always want tjq to come back to me. Because there's so much for me to say to him to let him know.. I willing to use my whole life time to let you remember all the past.. Actually, when you read this whole entire blog entry you will remember how much we love each other in the past.

Friends have been saying me stupid, brainless. I can only say i'm trying to remember every single things and times we had together. Even though i have forget some but i will try to remember everything for you. I will share with you every stories. As long as you are willing to listen i am willing to share with you. Because all our stories is sweet and fun. Though there's quarrels and fight in between but trust me, you will smile when you think back..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fWdxaXswf94
(tjq, remember?)

04th

2 years have past..
Both of us have move on.. We have move to others.
But there's memories. Remember back then..you told me. Even you have a new gf you will still think of the past relationship. I am very sure i did alot for you. Before you even move on.
That day at Scape. I look in to your eyes when you ask for money. Memories flash back. You've move on. Your eyes ask me to move on. Don't think of the past anymore. 2 years. Thru this 2 years i always want to remove this blog. But i can't. All our memories is here. I remember how much you change me. Change me to a decent one. The 10 months with you. I don't have to waste money to buy contact lens or make up. I always with my bare face. You bring me out. Bring me to dinner. Bring me to some where i have always want to. Tell me the surprises you will give. Plan every single monthsary nicely. Buy nice dress for me. Being there when i'm unwell. Encourage me to find better jobs. Cook the things i like whenever i'm hungry. Buy me roses or piglet just to make me happy. Fetch and sent me to work on time. Never once you let go home alone. The only time i went home alone is because you are playing basketball but you still manage to rush home to give me surprise. I always tell myself. If there's a chance to get back with you. I will treat you alot better. I will make sure both of us is stable to let people know that we are back.. Read back all those post. Looking at those photos we took together. Remember how much you love me back then. You can even knee down on the floor just to hold me back. I don't know how to express my feelings after i broke up with you..

Remember we saw the shooting star at my house area? We make a wish, saying that we are together and not going leave each other.

Remember the first quarrel we have? You hug me so tight telling me how much you love me and you start crying. You're the first guy that cry for me..

I just want to know one thing.. that day i collect my things and leave your house, you really bare? I can't forget you and everything.

Remember this two songs? When you are going to ShangHai you ask me to listen to the song if i miss you.


I miss you.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fWdxaXswf94
Lei le. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OZgD4nOr5Ng



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Sex aids love

Gonna start my post with pictures. 

Yuki sister. 

Ohya, This is Jeryl! It have been so long since i've last seen him. Hah, I just miss his hugs and dirty jokes. 

And yea, That's Daniel and my beloved baby, Jasmine. 

Well, Seems like i didn't really introduce my friends in this blog yet. Okay, I will try to take photo with them and post up here aye? Anyway, HELLO! I'm fine. I'm back with a HEALED WOUND. Everyone thought when i get together with K i will get hurt. But fuck it. He's a loser. I swear. After i get to know his story, Somehow i quite pity him but in another way round he've hurt me. Because of what he did really make me feel so dirty. Why did i get together with such bastard. Well, No choice. Can't blame too. 

And yeah, he's a bastard that fuck and throw ladies. Well, Mind your way of hurting girls. Seriously, you're not that handsome. Girls is also a human that have feelings alright! You don't have the fucking rights to do all this. If you can't respect a girl please tell me. I'll make you a girl then. Opps, I mean GAY. But all my friends are damn cb. After i broke up with him then tell me his stories. Well, even though is quite interesting. Wanna act like a boss yet you're afraid of those little kid that under the boss? Seriously, Is my luck to be together with you. no matter is good or bad. You've gave me a wonderful memories and i love your stories. I swear. It's damn interesting. 

Well, stop this topic here. You're dirty and i'm done. Fuck off and don't ever let me see your dick face. 

Gonna rest now, meeting jasmine later for K! Nights. :( 

I'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

My blog is damn died? LOL! Yeah, Hello. I'm back to blog my died blog. Make it look more alive. It's too died. My last post was like last year. Should i back to blogging? I feel like doing this cos i need a place to share all my thoughts. Yeah, so i will back to blog! 

Will post soon! :)

Jerk's love lies.

Hello everyone. Since so long i last post on my blog. Like so died already. And ya, today the date is..29/Decemeber. And im 17 years old already. Hmm, had a mini celebration while my whole company is celebrating Christmas eve. They gave me a lil surprise. Hmm, all the photos will continue the story. 

I took this picture in kb. 

Penny, Kallang's partner

Christmas present from Elva.

After work. We close at 8 and boss came to fetch us. We went to our main branch to celebrate Christmas! ^^  The picture below super cute. Because they are figuring out how to cut and eat the turkey. And ya, the red polo with "Man U" sign guy, that's my boss, our tao eh.

HAHA

Whole Xcess Comm workers are here. Except the two Santa.  

They very clever. When im talking on the phone outside they start to prepare everything. When my lady boss ask me to go in to the shop i tot the shop's light spoil. Then i saw my favourite Mango Cake. Sweet right. 

My birthday present from Xiaoxin. (:

My Christmas and Birthday present from boss and lady boss. ^^

Sweet right? hahaha. k, here comes my vain photos. 

Byebye. End here. (:

move on.

Baby, still remember all this? i miss you. ):